I purged yesterday. It felt so good but i feel horrible for doing it. I got away with it and i felt amazing. Its horrible for me to say that i missed it. All those times where i couldnt purge and lost control. I told someone about it because i was taking it worse as the night went on. I felt depressed and suicidal. What the hell is wrong with me. But i told this person that i purged. When i got their reply it felt like a slap to the face. I needed someone badly and they werent there for me. I obviously know that purging is bad because my fucking friend is dying from it.
On a happy note, i went shopping and got new heels! Ill have to post a picture of my heel collection! i love them ha I also got a new dress to wear to a wedding. Im waiting on getting my ball gown for may.
Ill post more later tonight if i have time!
xoxo
Hayden
On a happy note, i went shopping and got new heels! Ill have to post a picture of my heel collection! i love them ha I also got a new dress to wear to a wedding. Im waiting on getting my ball gown for may.
Ill post more later tonight if i have time!
xoxo
Hayden